I know what was wrong …
when you talk about knowing yourself and understanding oneself, it is a very wide subject. This is because some people may find themselves and some may not even notice themselves or may not know their needs, their importance and their talents. Unless if you try looking for them.
I have encounter the lost feeling and the missing part of me after being 26 years old. I now realise why haven’t I feel satisfied with myself. Being a performer is definitely the answer for it. I had stop performing for about 5 years and lately I felt depress and confuse sometimes with my condition being a freelance filmmaker. After wondering what else do I want to achieve, I realise maybe I have stop having fun and maybe should do more fun stuff. Until one day recently I heard the quickie’s announcement on a new Tv reality show called so you think you can dance. I was excited and think deeply. And not long after that I told mysel to just try out the audition for the dance competition this 16,17 March, suddenly as it is fated for me to do a comeback in performing, my pet sis Mimie invited me to join her for a theatre workshop and so i told myself that this could probably show me what I’m best at and to sort of looking more what was missing and of course to build my self esteem and confidence for the big audition I’m planning to participate.
So after d 3 days of workshop, I realise that I was right. D missing part of me is now back. So now I should start doing performing arts or to be a performer by that means while working in film or broadcasting. And all d answers have now answered to me. I’m born to perform and born to make others see the artistic values that I have. No more wrong feelings! I’m very excited and insyaAllah may Allah bless me.
