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Atomic Kitten - Love Doesn’t Hurt Have To Hurt

I learnt a lesson in my life
And I learnt the hard way
I don’t know why I used to fall in love
With the wrong kind

Why I suffer so much pain
But I only had myself to blame
Then you came
And you make a time to show me

Love shouldn’t have to hurt
To feel good
It’s such a revelation
With you I can be myself
And I know it should
Don’t have to cry
Don’t have to fight
Don’t have to die
Not after tonight
Show me
Love (Love)
Doesn’t have to hurt to feel good

Well darling now it seems to me
Like I’ve always known you
But I still shudder
When I think back
On the lonely times

I used to keep all my feelings inside
From your eyes I have nothing to hide
Baby you came
And you make a time to show me

Love doesn’t have to hurt
To feel good
It’s such a revelation
With you I can be myself
And I know it should
Don’t have to cry
Don’t have to fight
Don’t have to die
Not after tonight
Show me
Love (Love)
Doesn’t have to hurt to feel good

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Baby

Lying here byside you
Feels so fine
Talking about everything in this heart of mine

Love doesn’t have to hurt
To feel good
It’s such a revelation
With you I can be myself
And I know it should
Don’t have to cry
Don’t have to fight
And in your arms
Not after tonight
Show me
Love (Love)
Doesn’t have to hurt to feel good

Once my heart is open…. it is worth to open… once I feel right…. it is worth feeling… once I adore…. it is worth to adore…. once I sleep… it is worth sleeping! Nothing can deny it, I’m trying my very best to feel deep without interfearance… And finally after having a discussion with my two kakak in my life over a dinner, I am fine and very much possitive with this feeling inside. It is such a rare energy I face each day…. Lets keep smiling!

I finally found org gila dlm malaysia ni… tak lain tak bukan mr…. like me. He is crazy enuf to click with me man! memang best jugak. lama tak rasa like this. Now he would probably think i memang crazy and maybe he would go missing after knowing me. hahaha if u are reading it at this very moment…. watch out there is more to come and dont freak out!

Ku Mohon : By Sheila Majid

Setiap hari kumohon
Agar Kau sentiasa
Memberiku ketenangan dalam hati… kekuatan
Menempuhi segala dugaan yang mencabar ini
Pasti punya ertinya
Kau beriku harapan
Menjawab segala persoalan
Hadapi semua dengan tenang

Dengan merasa kesyukuran
Ku doa Kau selalu
Mengawasi gerak-geriku
Berkatilah ku perlu rahmat dari Mu

( korus )
Oh Tuhan terangkan hati dalam sanubariku
Untuk menempuhi segala hidup penuh cabaran ini
Oh Tuhan ku berserah segalanya kepadamu
Agar jiwaku tenang dengan bimbingan Mu selalu

Ada kala ku merasa hidup ini seperti kaca
Jikalau tidak bersabar
Hancur berderailah akhirnya
Tabahkanlah hatiku
Melalui semua itu… Ooh…
Kuatkanlah
Cekalkanlah diriku
( ulang korus )

Curahkanlah nikmat Mu pada hidupku

THIS SONG IS TRULLY AMAZING AND HAVE GIVEN THE STRENGHT FOR ME TO GO ON WITH LIFE AFTER BEING dumped. ALHAMDULILLAH.

SINCE I’M TALKING ABOUT BREAKUPS HERE…. MAYBE I SHOULD SHARE SOME POINTS FOR CASES LIKE MINE. I’VE SEEN AND LISTEN SOME SAD STORIES EXPERIENCED BY FRIENDS, AND MAJORITY MOST BREAK UPS END UP IN A TERRIBLE WAY. INSTEAD OF JUST BEING HONEST TO BREAK UP D RELATIONSHIP… MOST MEN OUT THERE WOULD REALLY LEAVE IN A HUGE REMARK BY BLAMING THEIR EX RATHER THAN TO SIT AND DISCUSS IT THROUGHLY FACE TO FACE ANG GIVING THEIR LAST RESPECT TO THEIR EX. BLAMING WILL DEFINITELY KILL OUR CONFIDENCE TO LOVE AGAIN AND ESPECIALLY IF THERE IS NO GOOD THINGS SAID ABOUT US AT ALL WILL PULL DOWN D STRENGHT OF A WOMEN.

WELL, OF COURSE SOMETIMES THEY CAN’T AVOID MISTAKES BUT D LEAST THEY COULD DO IS TO END IT IN A GOOD WAY AND GIVE PROPPER RESPECT FOR EACH OTHER FOR D VERY LAST TIME. NOT BY EMAIL, LETTER OR A NOTE OR BY BEING M.I.A (MISSING IN ACTION) DADADLALALA D LIST GOES ON. why? COZ THE PERSON U DUMP MAY DIE BEFORE U DO AND DO U WANT TO CLEAR ALL MISS UNDERSTANDING B4 ANYONE DIES OR U RATHER LET THEM DIE AND U MOVE ON? ATAU IF U WILL DIE 1ST B4 D PERSON U R DUMPING… life is short ….
WELL, IF U END UP DYING FIRST B4 D PERSON UR DUMPING LAGI SUSAH AND ESPECIALLY IF U HAVEN’T YET APOLOGISE, U KENA TUNGGU FOR HER/HIM TO DIE THEN ONLY U COULD APOLOGISE AND MOVE ON IN D OTHER SIDE OF D WORLD. (AKHIRAT) SCARY ISN’T IT, IMAGINE IF U SEBENARNYA DAPAT MASUK SYURGA AND U CAN’T PROCEED BECAUSE U HAVE NOT APOLOGISE OR THERE ARE STILL UNFINISHED BUSINESS WITH D LIVING PERSON. U GOT TO WAIT MAN!

when you talk about knowing yourself and understanding oneself, it is a very wide subject. This is because some people may find themselves and some may not even notice themselves or may not know their needs, their importance and their talents. Unless if you try looking for them.

I have encounter the lost feeling and the missing part of me after being 26 years old. I now realise why haven’t I feel satisfied with myself. Being a performer is definitely the answer for it. I had stop performing for about 5 years and lately I felt depress and confuse sometimes with my condition being a freelance filmmaker. After wondering what else do I want to achieve, I realise maybe I have stop having fun and maybe should do more fun stuff. Until one day recently I heard the quickie’s announcement on a new Tv reality show called so you think you can dance. I was excited and think deeply. And not long after that I told mysel to just try out the audition for the dance competition this 16,17 March, suddenly as it is fated for me to do a comeback in performing, my pet sis Mimie invited me to join her for a theatre workshop and so i told myself that this could probably show me what I’m best at and to sort of looking more what was missing and of course to build my self esteem and confidence for the big audition I’m planning to participate.

So after d 3 days of workshop, I realise that I was right. D missing part of me is now back. So now I should start doing performing arts or to be a performer by that means while working in film or broadcasting. And all d answers have now answered to me. I’m born to perform and born to make others see the artistic values that I have. No more wrong feelings! I’m very excited and insyaAllah may Allah bless me.

28th February 2007 is my 26th birthday. Syukur alhamdulillah it was a good birthday for me this year. I really needed to expose to religious activity and I did on my birthday. Well it was’nt a plan but it was takdir Allah swt. I had plans of course but like I have said in my earlier blog posted on how plans don’t actually turn out as it is? Yup this is one of it. It was fate. Here is my story…

On the 27th February 2007 I was in Kino i lepak coz the night before my sister and I stayed over night there… Just for fun and on that night of 27th February 2007, we went home early to watch Betty and desperate housewives and so we watch the show and enjoying it as usual. Not long after that my sister received an sms from Tan saying that Imri’s father is ill terribly and probably its about time. So we quickly get ourselves ready to go and visit uncle (Amir hamzah) but as soon as we arrived uncle had passed away peacefully. Al Fatihah. Since my sister and I are quite close to arwah uncle, we decided to be there and of course to be there for Imri. Console him and at least give him the energy he needs. Alhamdulillah everything went well, in the morning at about 11am after solat jenazah in Surau SPPK segambut kita bertolak to Chemor untuk kebumikan jenazah. Imri and family are fine and taking it well as they all have expected arwah’s death as he was suffering from liver cancer.

The whole day was a good experience for me as a Muslim because it was my first time performing solat jenazah and witness the burial for the first time. During my late uncle passed away, most of us did not went to the burial. Probably at that time I was young, afraid and was also crying alot. Well it;s been good for me to experience and be there to console Imri and family. Alhamdulillah. May Allah blessed arwah and belongs to the group of people He loves. InsyaAllah. Al Fatihah.