life is great now…
Well my life isn’t so bad and i am still surviving kan and nevertheless carrier path has been good so far and still trying my best to be better in everything i do. Although my family are far a part we still contact each other like almost every week alhamdulillah. To justify my life satus now memang belum kaya lagi hahaha but happy and glad to have great friends and sister to always support me through out the worst. I am glad that Allah have always take good care of me in giving me lessons and feelings to me in my days. If He doesn’t allow me to feel and go through my lessons, I really do not know what would I be now.
Life is just a path we must forgoe, after all it is what we’re suppose to do kan? We are born to live on this wonderful earth and to learn what He have given us by making choices to do good or bad in our life. There should not be any question arises… such as why are we living on this earth if we have to suffer? why me because I never asked to live on the earth? or Why life should be conditionally? Well, I do not want to say any further because it might be confusing for some people. To me if a person is tawakal, redha and sentiasa berilmu insyaAllah will understand the meaning of living.
After being single for really quite sometime now… I’m begining to move on and forgetting my ex. Thank God I’m over him… that twisted mind of him opps! it’s abit harsh there. I’m very excited to live on and experience more happenings and hopefully I’ll meet someone who would love me deeply, grow old with me, share everything and live happily ever after. huahahaha…. siapa tak nak? hehehe
haha in terms of relationship…Honestly speaking there are so many choices given to me and many wrong choices made so far! From one mistake to another wow! It’s been 1 year being single and I’ve learn to do better choices and avoid mistakes so 2006 was d succesful year for me in becoming a better person. Probably I’m best without a boyfriend? or it’s because I am learning my mistakes? Probably both… without a boyfriend have made me learn my mistakes easier kot??? hahaha yg penting I love it and hopefully still manage to avoid my mistakes forever even if I have a boyfriend one day.
For me personally, feelings is such a fantastic gift by Allah to humans. It helps alot to understand people and the entire creatures in this world. And also to make us understand ourselves better don’t u agree? So the best feeling is to be appreciated. This is a definite answer for everything in the world including plants, animals, water, sun, moon, stars, clouds and the list goes on. Well I think sometimes we forget to appreciate kan? even I myself sometimes memang tak ingat nak appreciate. It happens I guess… So nothing is better than appreciation in our life ….that’s what I learn for 26 years of living…. must be able to appreciate everything from Allah and the people around me…. esp family and friends.
insyaAllah things will get its way better and good.
February 23rd, 2007 at 9:52 am
We can never put a knife in trial, in case of murder.
Same with love. People meets, unites, but breaks up in the end. Why should we blame love, for some mistakes done by us when ‘using’ it?
Cinta.. tak pernah pudar sucinya. Cuma manusia yang tak pernah henti mengotorinya.
February 26th, 2007 at 1:33 am
i never blame on love but I have always made wrong choices… love is such a great feeling!
March 4th, 2007 at 1:06 pm
i never look at things as right or wrong,just what u learn from the experience,move on n try again,n never give up on love..i have love n lost gor 13 years of my life,but i’ll never stop loving..
March 5th, 2007 at 2:23 am
thank u atzan, that’s what i’m trying to do… still try and wont stop loving.
March 5th, 2007 at 10:06 pm
ok la let me explain sikit… k d wrong choices i meant is actually my mistakes that i have taken to do and most of d time I will continue making wrong choices instead of learning it. So now that I have manage to avoid these mistakes I’ll try to maintain it and even when I have a boy friend one day I wont make that wrong choices again. I haven’t stop loving but it sort of some how have put me in making wrong choices but slowly during my single year i manage to learn and avoid mistakes and hopefully when I do have a boyfriend one day he will be someone who will understand all this wrong choices Im talking about.
March 21st, 2007 at 7:36 am
i’ll always understand..