life is great now…
Friday, February 23rd, 2007Well my life isn’t so bad and i am still surviving kan and nevertheless carrier path has been good so far and still trying my best to be better in everything i do. Although my family are far a part we still contact each other like almost every week alhamdulillah. To justify my life satus now memang belum kaya lagi hahaha but happy and glad to have great friends and sister to always support me through out the worst. I am glad that Allah have always take good care of me in giving me lessons and feelings to me in my days. If He doesn’t allow me to feel and go through my lessons, I really do not know what would I be now.
Life is just a path we must forgoe, after all it is what we’re suppose to do kan? We are born to live on this wonderful earth and to learn what He have given us by making choices to do good or bad in our life. There should not be any question arises… such as why are we living on this earth if we have to suffer? why me because I never asked to live on the earth? or Why life should be conditionally? Well, I do not want to say any further because it might be confusing for some people. To me if a person is tawakal, redha and sentiasa berilmu insyaAllah will understand the meaning of living.
After being single for really quite sometime now… I’m begining to move on and forgetting my ex. Thank God I’m over him… that twisted mind of him opps! it’s abit harsh there. I’m very excited to live on and experience more happenings and hopefully I’ll meet someone who would love me deeply, grow old with me, share everything and live happily ever after. huahahaha…. siapa tak nak? hehehe
haha in terms of relationship…Honestly speaking there are so many choices given to me and many wrong choices made so far! From one mistake to another wow! It’s been 1 year being single and I’ve learn to do better choices and avoid mistakes so 2006 was d succesful year for me in becoming a better person. Probably I’m best without a boyfriend? or it’s because I am learning my mistakes? Probably both… without a boyfriend have made me learn my mistakes easier kot??? hahaha yg penting I love it and hopefully still manage to avoid my mistakes forever even if I have a boyfriend one day.
For me personally, feelings is such a fantastic gift by Allah to humans. It helps alot to understand people and the entire creatures in this world. And also to make us understand ourselves better don’t u agree? So the best feeling is to be appreciated. This is a definite answer for everything in the world including plants, animals, water, sun, moon, stars, clouds and the list goes on. Well I think sometimes we forget to appreciate kan? even I myself sometimes memang tak ingat nak appreciate. It happens I guess… So nothing is better than appreciation in our life ….that’s what I learn for 26 years of living…. must be able to appreciate everything from Allah and the people around me…. esp family and friends.
insyaAllah things will get its way better and good.